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Black Beauty


Angel on TV.


Nothing, but I did post my story, Missing on the AllEFanfic message board, just for fun.


My first strawberry of the season!


Very little right now. Very bad mood. Very bad.


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my first strawberry of the season! it was very 

juicy and sweet!

May 6, 2002
A Totally Crappy Weekend

Top 10 reasons my weekend sucked ass:

10. PMS (Or, could it be PMDD? That is actually more likely, considering the symptoms.)

9. Deleted because what I wrote was stupid, mean-spirited and just plain wrong. It may have felt good to get it out of my system at the time, but now I feel horrible for what I wrote. So, I'm taking it back.

8. Deleted for the same reasons as #9.

7. I cried uncontrollably for four hours Saturday night. I don't know why. I had absolutely no control over it, or myself. I was feeling sorry for myself because my life is such shit, and it really wasn't supposed to be this way, I'm quite sure, but it is, and it can't be changed, or fixed, or made any better, and that just f---ing sucks ass! I feel like this all the time, but never get weepy over it. Saturday night, however, I was out of control.

6. I went grocery shopping, and nothing was on sale at Vons! No vegetables, no meats. Nothing! And, it was all really expensive! My list was incomplete, and after wandering around for an entire frustrating hour, I checked out, and didn't realize until I got to the car that I'd forgotten to used the f---ing coupons! Then, I ended up having to run home, and put the groceries away, because I had non-fat frozen yogurt melting in my car, doncha know, then run down to Albertson's to get meat and vegetables for the week.

5. I tried to wash my car, and despite having the passenger window pulled all the way up, I still soaked the inside of the car. My car's paint job looks like shit, and I can't afford to get it repainted. Oh, and I noticed the AC sounds funky. Oh, joy!

4. I have a greasy, yet dry and peeling face full of deep, large, shiny red zits.

3. People kept driving slowly through town. That always pisses me off.

2. I found out both Barbie and DeeDee are having Marc Cohn's song "True Companion" played at their weddings. That was one of the songs that was supposed to have been played at MY wedding, God f---ing dammit!

1. I'm still an enormously fat, old cow. I've got stretch marks, back fat, and chubby fingers. I am disgusted with myself.


Hez


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